What is this place I'm in?
"I knew she fell in love, because I tripped her..." W.o.W (2SOG)
I find myself writing the mass of my love songs when i'm single, as if they are an application to "The One". The love i have for females use to overpowered the respect i had for them. I've learned so much through my adventures,so many "What Ifs", so many names I cant remember and No excuse, no apology could erase some of the things Ive done. Can I move on, or must I pay that debt in full? My passion is music, its all Im good at, and Ive come in this juncture where my only happiness comes from these recordings. I CANT allow myself to be loved when it wont be reciprocated to its fullest. I'm miserable, because I know my chances of being a star, and I don't want to drag some innocent girl down with me
"So I say what Makes them happy, and I do what keeps me going..." Where Are We Going (2SOG)
Bring the Hoes in and let me have my fill. Men have urges and women have urges. The differences between the two is the mediums we use to fulfill those. Women have the pick of the litter. Dick is thrown at them since the day they grew breast and it will never stop. The word "NO" is at the top of their vocabulary. As a man we hear NO more often than we hear THANK YOU. Rejection is something we've come to fear because You women are ruthless, so when a man get the chance to have the upper hand we utilize it 10x. Men can be Heartless, but at least we're simple. Point being, I love Sex, I need Sex, and I get it when I can.
"I'm sure to get mine, you should focus on yours..." The Proposal (2SOG)
I'm curious what its going to be like when I do find H.E.R. I hope I'm ready to be everything she needs and more. At the pace I'm headed, I'm better off alone, but I once heard that a Good women will help a Bad boy grow or something like that. I don't care about her past, mine would overshadow her's. I don't care about her background, why limit my search to just one race. No matter the size of shape, all i want is to do is be able to show her love as much as I can.
But right now, I'm not ready...
2 Shades of Grey May 24th, 2011
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